Finding out that your closest friend has feelings for you has to be by far the most unnerving thing in the entire universe. Perhaps its just me being melodramatic once again, but there honestly aren't enough romantic comedies and sappy teen chick flicks to have prepared me for what happened on new years. Way to start the year off with a BANG Leila. When will my life stop playing these pranks on me? I AM NOT the best person to be dealing with things like this... or so I thought. Nope, the little emotionally confused girl you've all come to love and expect is gone. I've killed her off... muahaha...
But in all honesty, it was about time I started confronting my feelings and letting people in. Not that this confession went well... that's my own secret.
Its time everyone started bursting out of their personally created social "bubbles" and lived a little! Who cares what people say abut you? its your life, and no one else matters. At this particular moment in time, there is no one in my life that doesn't accept me in all my weirdness, and no one that puts me down.
My anonymous friend who had enough courage to spill the beans, inspired me (apart from making me smile). Mind you, the kid has known me long enough to predict my reaction word for word, and yet... he still felt the need to let me know. The entire thing was incredibly sweet and the way he let my know was just wow.
My year started off great, no doubt, and I feel like there are many more surprises in store. <3 lets all just remember to be open to the new experiences.
But in all honesty, it was about time I started confronting my feelings and letting people in. Not that this confession went well... that's my own secret.
Its time everyone started bursting out of their personally created social "bubbles" and lived a little! Who cares what people say abut you? its your life, and no one else matters. At this particular moment in time, there is no one in my life that doesn't accept me in all my weirdness, and no one that puts me down.
My anonymous friend who had enough courage to spill the beans, inspired me (apart from making me smile). Mind you, the kid has known me long enough to predict my reaction word for word, and yet... he still felt the need to let me know. The entire thing was incredibly sweet and the way he let my know was just wow.
My year started off great, no doubt, and I feel like there are many more surprises in store. <3 lets all just remember to be open to the new experiences.